Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Report 71, Black Water

You all probably heard in your life that if your afraid of something, to not be afraid anymore you have to live it right? Like if your afraid of heights go on top of the tallest building and look down, thing like that. Yeah well it didn't work for me.

I'm afraid of deep water. I can't go under water at all, I know how to swim, my mother made sure I knew how, but I will not go under water. Even there when I take a shower I need a hand tower over my eyes to make sure no water goes on my face, its that bad, if water goes on my face I panic.

My panic attack was going down lately and I didn't need the hand tower anymore ( still had it close in case ). but two days ago, I think my fear just double.

Two days ago I was taking my show, thinking of how I will manage to graduate and stuff when, as I open my eyes, every thing was black. Pitch Black.

I scream and nearly fell of the shower tub. I wrap my towel around me shaking cause I was in shock, my arms and leg was black, and the water was running black. I shit you not. It was a mess, it look like someone decided to dump black paint in our water and it sprinkle EVERY WERE in the bathroom ( mostly because of me really from the way I got out)

I don't have nightmares ( thank god) but I can't sleep well because of fear that black water will just run everywhere in my room. The water is still black, but only a tint of it like gray black and still leaving residue behind ( black send, I wonder how many time I said the word black in this report right now). My roommate is going to go see the landlords tonight, I can't since I have a night class but she have pictures of the mess after I manage to get out and videos of the black water running.

And really I don't think I can take a shower normally for quite a while now. Its the second time it happen to me where the water change color in the middle. The first time I was mostly mad because it was only brown water and it happen often in spring time, so I knew what was happening( and my hair was still full of shampoo so I had to figure a way to wash it off before getting out XD was quite an adventure.)

But yeah, my boyfriend came after the mess since I send him a text to come over ASAP having a panic attack, he had fun washing the black streaks off my back.He is nice enough to ask me every morning if I'm okay.

So yeah, now my fear of water got wurst. On other more happier note ( ha!) I'm 1 credit away from graduating! :D I failed one of my class and since I had drop out of another I was missing 5-4 points, but I was able to take a math class to give me 3 more credit ( I think) and since we notice that the mobile class, the class I drop out, was still at incomplete level, I was able to get those credit too if I send in all the missing home work and still have to take the "project" to get my grade up from my failed class to get those missing credit.

Soo In three days I finish my mobile class, tomorrow I will know what is the project I need to do to get a passing grade and tonight Math class which is a night class ...yeey Thank god our teacher was able to get a match class this term or else I wouldn't be able to graduate at all.

And in all that I want to write my book. This term I have Math class, portfolio and Practicum class. Its not bad, just that I don't have a lot to show off in my portfolio so I need to work hard in my Practicum to get things to show off... Kinda funny that most of my games will be flash games XD I'm working on my Run Dino Run game right now. I will post them here when I figure how too XD

For the writing part, I'm done plotting I just have to get myself to sit and start to write.My characters are getting mad at me for not starting to write. I have a long week-end ahead of me so I probably will start then. I'm going down to see my family and this time boyfriend is coming down too! It been a while that they didn't see him and everyone keep asking where he is XD They like him better haha.

I had plan to start writing tonight, if everything goes fine with the landlords or that we don't have to much work from math class.Probably not so yeah I will start writing tomorrow. I wont keep track here anymore I like it but it was time I spend surfing then I should be writing. Also I start reading this series ( lol start I finish that long time ago) by Gini Koch. It's awesome I love it. The first book of the "Alien" series is called, "touched by an Alien" I have them all in eBook format but I bought the paper back anyway like that I can study it. I love the way Gini write, you really feel the characters bone and flesh in front of your. You are Kitty Katt ( not a stripper) and going trough all her drama killing alien and falling in love. At first glance it feel like there is nothing that moves, only information throwing at you and its boring but the way she made it that Kitty tries to understand and see the plot wholes and fixing it you get surprise yourself.

But above all, its HILARIOUS.The characters are believable, the writing style is fun and easy to understand I would recommend it tenfold. I read her three books ( all around 400 pages) in less then 3 days, and I'm starting it over again.First time for the plot, second time for detail, third time as a writer XD

I think that's all for me, failed one class, need to catchup, black water, awesome books,black water, me writing, black water, got new professional clothing, black water,Math class, practicum, games... yeah sounds good, well then.

Take care every one! I leave you with a super long report haha


Sunday, April 3, 2011

Report 70, Just to push the fish down

Just a report to push down the April fool one down the main page haha but in the mean time since I start a report already might as well make a official one. ( yes the April fool is consider as a official report too. I said so)

I want down to my parent place this week-end, to relax and make me get out of this apartment, it was starting to get me on my nerve, I had to get out. SO I was at my parent place and we watch some episode of Stargate, I don't really remember which one was it, I think it was Atlantis? not sure, anyway I was there, making my power - point for homework but I got to listen to the episode they where watching since it was very interesting. The concept was the main physic engineer guy got a girl mind in his, so two soul in one basically, it was hilarious. He must have a hard time to act when the "girl" was taking over his body. So then this part click in my mind and my muse send me a whole concept for a script.

Its the same concept of the girl mind in the boy and taking over his body sometime. BUt vise versa too. Its a boy and girl collide because of an accident, and they both wake up from a two week coma and continue on there way but as the day goes by they notice that they have someone else memories and old habit. The boy stop smoking and actually clean himself ( he is a mechanic) The girl, who use to be clean and proper, never mad and always on time is actually listening to rock music and know all the lyrics, start to smoke as if she was doing it for years and leaving her apartment in a mess.

But its only when they start having the memories of each other that they knew it was going to be bad and try to fix it but doesn't really work until the last minute of cause. But in the moral it show the girl to loosen up and have fun and the boy to start living properly instead of spending all his cash every time he has any.

It still in my idea stage my muse is jumping around ideas of instead both awake only boy awake and he can hear the girl in his head but it sound too much like the Stargate episode so I'm trying to variate it but I'm still writing everything down and developing the different scene to match the theme at the end.

Its a comedy romance go figure, but my muse keep saying that both the girl and boy will NOT end up together in the end.

I did finish my presentation power point in the end, by the way, even after 2 hours of none stop writing and hiding the grin on my face for my sister fiance to not see and still think I'm crazy again.

I played a board game with my sisters and their friend, it was interesting and fun. Especially when they are all drinking wine XD

Today I finish the speech for my presentation I just need to write up my program to finish up and I be done and ready. Monday I will do the other presentation, what I need to say and all. Its for my group presentation this time. Also today, my boyfriend bought the bundle for a new DSi with pokemon gen 5 engrave on plus a case and the game pokemon white OR black. He took the black one of cause and I bought the game from him so now I have both pokemon white and black! :D yey

I did re start my heartgold game after I transfer all my pokemon in white, and doing the nuzlocke challenge. No badge yet, I'm training until my first catch a metapod evolve to be a b it useful. I start with totodile again, and no one died yet! I have pidgey, totodile, metapod and a geodude that I send in my pokewalker as a treasure hunter XD

I can't capture pokemon in my pokewalker can only take items.I'm taking all notes about that challenge and have a great idea for a comic with it. My character is actually a boy and he is a pirate look alike ( totally not because I've been watching One Piece lately. Totally) and he actually only want to be a treasure hunter but he can't go out without a pokemon so he sign on to be a pokemon trainer but he will actually only ditch all that to be a treasure hunter. Doesn't go as according to plan though.

I feel bad every time I talk about pokemon. I love pokemon and I can talk about it for hours, ask my boyfriend XD But this is my professional website and I want to talk about my writing and posibly my games I make and the progress but it is also just my website so I can talk about what ever I want and I will never hide anything, whats the point, when I get a novel publish people will find out in 3 second that I love pokemon and its easier to tell the truth the deep myself in deny.

anyway I got to go now

take care all!


Friday, April 1, 2011

Report 69 April foool!

...see? Its a fish paper cut out glue on the wall XD made with PAINT and MOUSE cause I'm AWESOME! And to lazy to reach for my tablet and plug it...

Happy April fools